daro's not in the room now, and i am so very distracted without him around to keep an eye on me. i confess to neglecting my reading within half hour of his departure and being lured to vice activities like blog surfing and doing nonsense i.e. reading msn nicks.
I AM SO DISTRACTED!! this is horrendous. :(
anyway, this reminds me of something kinda ridiculous that happened earlier today. it's terribly embarrassing and everyone's gona laugh at me when they read this. but oh wells.
what happened was that daro had a paper this morning, so he burned midnight oil while i concussed around 4 plus. i had a disturbed sleep and kept waking up for micro seconds before quickly falling asleep again. during those moments when i was awake, i recalled seeing daro's silhouette so basically i knew he was awake studying.
but the next time i woke up (around 7 plus), the silhouette disappeared! the instant my half opened eyes didn't register any signs of his presence, i was jolted awake! i spent the next minute in a fluster, checking for his phone and pencil case thinking prolly he'd left for his 9am paper. i even checked the toilet and the corridor. thinking back, i have no idea why i panicked. maybe my state of semi-consciousness made me a little paranoid. maybe it was the pouring rain, i duno.
anyway, i smsed him, and found out that he was in can 1 having breakfast. now why didn't i think about that?? in awhile, he opened the door and stood in front of me, a little surprised why i was awake. he gave me a reassuring hug and guess what, i broke into tears! so embarrassing!! goodness me, even i myself think i'm duper silly!! like a kid who weeps when she can't find mummy when she wakes up.. how can?!?! i guess daro must be having loads of question marks in his head then...
dear, u jialat already lah... i'm STUCK to you... cos i'll cry if i don't see you... MUAHAHA.... :p