Monday, April 30, 2007
LALALA!!
it's day 2 of freedom already!
so what have i been doing? let's see..
i packed my room right after my paper ended at 5pm friday, loaded everything into my dad's car, then zoomed to the hospital with my dad to see my granma. it's a real pleasant surprise to see her without any tubes and needles, lying in a noisy C ward instead of an eerily quiet n cold ICU, listening to her fave fei yu qing cds and smiling as her children n grandchildren surrounded her bed.
and guess what? on saturday, granma's given the green light to be discharged from hospital! seriously i never dared to think that this day will come.. not when all the odds were stacked against us and even the docs didn't think she would have high chances of recovering, let alone stepping out of the hospital after a month. but she did. and it's a miracle indeed. :)
anyway, now that's granma's ok, a load's taken of my mind. and it's time for some catching up with old friends and nostalgia on sat nite! went back to tjc on invitation from the 31st council for their council campfire, and i was kinda chosen as guest judge for their camp items. ck n ailing thought i was too lenient though. lol.. oh wells, the highlight was AFTER the campfire, when the 27th squeezed in david's BMW (all 8 of us) and headed to simpang bedok for supper! gatherings are always good with these bunch of people (plus boss who came to meet us there after his hockey match), and we made a pact to go ubin for cycling soon! :) oh yes special mention for THE ELUSIVE TOBIAS TAN who GRACED our event for the last 10 mins n when half of the pple have gone home, though it hasn't been a year since our last meeting with him. sightings of him are an annual phenomenon u see. what a non-existent bra-ther i have. poof.
as for tml, i'm going for an interview with citibank together with felilee! THANKS TO DEAR SWEECHEE for the job opportunity!! :) hope i get it.. then $$ COME COME!! :D
after that i'm off to rach's 21st bday chalet at aloha loyang! theme's geek chic! i am so gona wear shirt n tie there.. hoho!! fun fun fun!! :)
but then amidst all the excitement n happenings, my mind's always on this one person.. hope u do really well for ur last paper n DEARIE I MISS U SO MUCH! i know it's terribly mushy but it's hard to be away from u for 4 long days! *blush*
looking forward to seeing u soon n IKEA on tues! oh oh and phantom of the opera soon! *grins*
{/12:41 am}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Friday, April 27, 2007
last freaking paper tml.. but there's no feeling of emancipation or rather.. would-be emancipation.. just the feeling of sianness.. pathological sianness!!
growl.
and i am so hecking care this paper.. dun even rmb anything but i dun give a damn.. not very good attitude but aiyah heck. i think i am getting complacent cos i know from past sem's experience that i'll be pleasantly surprised in the end afterall. oops, complacency to the max.
byebye peeps, good luck for last few papers.
{/2:22 am}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
GOOD NEWS!!!
granma's out of icu and transferred to normal ward today!!
happieeeeeeeeeeeee!! :D
ps- i love KAKA!! omg this is so random.. LOL.
{/3:39 am}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i made a decision today.
i am not going for management decision tools exam tml.
can't believe how nonchalent i am in the face of such an important decision.
oh heck it. no harm done to my grades anyway.
yeah feels so much better!! all ready to conquer stats, jap and language! :)
{/10:08 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
thought of the day:
"在你爱上一个人的当时，
却无意间成了别人之间的第三者。
但是如果你和他最终有了结果，
那是一段孽缘，还是刻骨铭心的真爱呢"
{/3:29 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
{/9:30 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
so not motivated. kill me please.
freaking screwed up.
{/8:34 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
之间的距离，怎么跨越。
之间的沉默，怎么打破。
之间的温暖，怎么找回。
之间的遗憾，怎么释怀。
{/9:38 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
the past few days had been a nightmare. pure emotional roller coaster ride. but it taught me a few things...
1) i love my granma so much. it aches my heart tremendously to see her suffering and the emotions are uncontrollable.
2) i have the best family in the world. though we all have our differences, we all come together during this crucial time. people previously not talking to each other have buried the hatchet, everyone's giving each other encouragement and i'm just glad we're united to help granma fight through this period of time.
3) i'm glad i have a supporting bf who's giving me the mental strength that i need.
4) i think i have taken some things for granted. and i'm ashamed of that.
5) it's only human to tear, it's alright to cry. it felt so much better hugging my youngest uncle and crying my heart out outside the ward that night granma said those words she said.
6) but after tears have been shed, we should toughen up and face up to reality. it is through our strength that granma finds hers. at the same time, it is also her determination that feeds our growing strength and bond.
7) life's unpredictable. we should all treasure those around us while we can. i know it's cliche but it is so very true. now i wish i've hugged my granma more, visited her more often, held her hand more and talked to her more. this feeling of regret is the worst thing in the world cos i know i cannot turn back the hands of time.
8) i'm so afraid of losing her. i hold on to her hand everynite for fear that she will slip away from me. i find myself getting panicky when she takes a milli-second longer before breathing in. i almost fainted when the meter on her finger came off by accident and one of the lines on the screen went into a flat straight line.
9) i will do anything for granma to get better and be able to go home. she doesn't deserve this kind of suffering.
10) we should all take care of our health when we're still young, cos it will accumulate into illnesses when we grow older.
actually i'm also really worried about the exams. how to study when all i'm thinking is whether granma will pull through today or not. and i am feeling so horrible being so far away from her. the stupid exams are taking me away from my granma. at the same time something is nagging me at the back of my mind.. what of something bad really happens.. i want to be near her.. :(
{/5:19 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Thursday, April 05, 2007
just a quick update:
- my granma's still in ICU but my dad said she's getting better.. nonetheless they're all afraid that more complications will arise after this episode.. really hope she will be able to pull through.. on a sidenote, it's strange how different she looks when she's lying there with all the tubes n machines..
- oh yes, wana thank clarus for sending me back to hall from CGH on tues.. and thanks to all who asked me abt my granma's condition.. ur concerns are very much appreciated!! :)
-had hallprod steamboat last nite as pre-exam welfare for all.. had a great time with them.. most prob this will be the last official welfare thing i'm sorta organising for them already.. :( well hope that everyone had a a good fill of their stomachs (esp with the ban luck game) and all the best for the exams!!
- having jap listening and oral exams next week.. which i conveniently forgot.. wish me luckkkkk!!
{/8:48 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Monday, April 02, 2007
i want got my single room! :)
{/9:22 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
everytime i read my dear ailing's blog, i will always ponder over her million and one "innocent questions".. and it reminded me of a conversation i had with daro on our way home last wkend..
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jing: dear how come we say 坐电梯 when we dun sit in the lift?
daro: i sit in the lift, u dun meh?
jing: -_-""
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so why is it 坐电梯 ah??
{/3:18 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
Sunday, April 01, 2007
jing loves her family!!
i love my parents cos they make me feel like a princess whenever i am home.. i get to eat my fave curry fish head at toa payoh today too.. :)
i also love my granma for being the kindly and jovial granma she is.. though she's hospitalised now cos of an accidental fall,
JING HOPES GRANDMA GETS WELL SOON!!
she'll live to a ripe old age, yes she will.. :)
{/7:14 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
i love april fools' day!! =D
jing: i've got company! says:
coco
jing: i've got company! says:
are u bk in hall
zymo: subtil says:
here here
zymo: subtil says:
nope
jing: i've got company! says:
*sigh*
zymo: subtil says:
not yet
zymo: subtil says:
after my dinner with mummy n daddy
zymo: subtil says:
how can i help u?
zymo: subtil says:
why sigh?
zymo: subtil says:
??
jing: i've got company! says:
i need someone to tok to
zymo: subtil says:
come come
zymo: subtil says:
i call u
jing: i've got company! says:
huh no need lah
jing: i've got company! says:
when u coming bk
zymo: subtil says:
tonite
zymo: subtil says:
ard 9 ba
jing: i've got company! says:
i see..
jing: i've got company! says:
i am damn sad
jing: i've got company! says:
just quarreled with lanzi
jing: i've got company! says:
*sigh*
zymo: subtil says:
aiyoooooooooo
jing: i've got company! says:
she's not my tlc roomie anymore
jing: i've got company! says:
saddddddddd
jing: i've got company! says:
*sobs*
zymo: subtil says:
chill chill...
zymo: subtil says:
dun sad dun sad
jing: i've got company! says:
i think she changed
jing: i've got company! says:
=(
at this moment, my handphone rang.. from "coco's home"..
jing: u sure u not busy now?
coco: affirmative.. what happened?
jing: u sure u not busy now ah? cos if u are, i think u will kill me.
cos... HAPPY APRIL FOOLS'!!! wahahahahahha!!
coco: (silence) -_-""
zymo: subtil says:
weeeeellll donnneeee!
jing: i've got company! says:
*wahahahah*
i managed to trick kayin into believing that i'm not meeting her tonite to study too!
i am damn evil and damn BORED to be tricking people on april fools' day.. goodness.. :D
{/6:55 pm}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
