Wednesday, January 17, 2007
this post is gona be random.
i'm having this sense of deja vu, seeing hallprod take shape again at this time of the year. it seemed not long ago when i was stage manager and losing sleep days before the actual production. guess i'll be losing sleep again this year as co-producer. worried for ticket sales and all. oh well gota have some faith. am keeping my fingers crossed that this production will go down in verve history as the most successful and ambitious production ever.
i really like what i'm doing and i'm not really looking forward to idle life after production. am already beginning to wonder what is there for me to do to keep myself occupied after february. don't exactly wana stay in my room and mug. so not me. :(
i think (hope) my roomie still loves me after everything we've gone through. still remember last year when we were so afraid that we'll hate each other working so closely together in hallprod. well it's the final 3 weeks in our term already. and we haven't gone for each others' throats yet. :) roomie, it's not easy being producer. but i hope that u know there's always me who's supporting u in ur endeavours. u're not alone in this.
i don't think i'm that independent. and i'm not as emotionally strong as i thought i can be. in many aspects, i need somebody there for me, be it family, friends, or the one closest to me. kinda realised how much i need these people only when they are not around. maybe i've taken them for granted for too long and this is my wake up call to start cherishing what i have.
i'm so broke recently so i apologize to whoever i owe money to. i hate to be financially dependent on my parents cos i know they are tight too. so i'll have to wait till i get my living allowance from ntu to pay back everything i owe. much as i don't like to owe people money, i've got not much choice. got barely enough to spend on meals. sorry!
i'm hoping and hoping that someone from kayin's class will drop jap so that i can be in the same class as her. it's our first module taken together.. don't separate us pleaseeeeeee. i'm so desperate that i'm having nightly dreams about it.
i think i'm getting frail and sickly. am having headaches and waves of nausea once in awhile. feels so cui. sigh. don't like the feeling. have even lost my appetite.
i think i think too much. (hmm pun intended) i'll channel all my energy to mugging then. at least it'll be more productive.
i got no ah tiong stats lecture tml.. meaning i get to sleep till 4.30pm for the next lecture.. now THAT'S good news.
{/12:36 am}
Dum DeeDee Dum!
