i like the feeling of empowerment when i complete my assignments and am actually satisfied with the end product. it's like marx's theory of species-being.. i feel particularly good after pouring the so-called human creativity into the material product. i just feel so smart. hoho!

it's great when i have high expectations of myself.. cos even if i fall short, i know i won't be far off.. :)

it's not that hard to conquer those notes.. i've done it relatively successfully all my life (considering i made it this far academically) so this time should not be an exception.. this inertia.. it's psychological, it's detrimental, it's

JUST A PHASE....

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oooh yummy thai food! *drools*

miss tay.. just FOCUS will you?!


so not in the mood.. and it's reeeeaaalllyyy baddddddd.


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^organizations 2000 word essay project by mon
^organizations presentation by next thur
^communications presentation by following tue
^classical social theory presentation
^classical social theory 2000 word essay

on top of that i got ringfiles after ringfiles of readings to complete, plus lecture recordings of the lectures i skipped/just wasn't listening.

not to mention my challenge with keehaw to be dean's list worthy muggers, my bursary award to maintain, dear wishing me to excel and well.. my own pride to say the least.

two very different people

too scared to get along

till two hearts beat together

underneath one sun

one very special moment

can turn a destiny

and what some would say

could never change

has changed for you and me

we are two very different people

so much to overcome

so why care for one another

when there's so much to be done

cause sometimes it’s necessary

just look how far we’ve come

you could say my friend that it’s the end

or a new tale has begun

one moment in time

is all the time we need

just to make a difference

to make it better for you and for me

if you just believe

just open your eyes'

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*tadahh..!!*

after having kayin nag me for a looooong time to get a blog, i've decided to finally go figure out how to set up one! am not a pro at this.. but think i'm getting the hang of it.. :)

so far i trial-and-errored and managed to get the tagboard up.. soon i'm gona figure out the picture hosting thing.. hoho.. sounds like i'm a real newbie eh..

well to start things off, maybe i should explain why i wana start a blog:

1) cos kayin nagged me since god-knows-when to have a blog so she can snoop into my life..

2) cos so many things have happened over the past almost half year and i think it's quite a waste that i didn't record down all the happy and sad times, someway somehow..

3) cos i think my brains are starting to rot away considering i haven't been using them much.. i thought penning some thoughts down will help exercise my brains and keep them active.. ha!

4) cos this way snoops like kayin and clara won't have to keep interrogating me about my life and i won't feel distant from people i don't get to meet often, like jiajun who is far far away in.. erm.. pasir ris.. :p

5) cos i'm too lazy to write in a hard copy diary.. an online version has to make do.

yup that's it.. hope i'll update often and not let this blog get lost and forgotten in cyberspace.. am not really a follow-through person at this kinda things.. the novelty tends to wear off.. u know lah..

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okie just a quick update..

yesterday i had dinner with fel and co. at a steamboat place along beach rd.. it's to celebrate fel's 20th birthday.. it was good to see my galpals again, though i last saw them on my birthday like last wk. clara was my buddy that nite.. cos we don't really know the rest of the 26/03.. she's taking korean lessons now! so exciting.. haha.. it's to prepare her for her exchange to busan next sem.. but maybe i can learn abit from her.. am super enthu about korean dramas lately! kayin and swee as usual.. big jokers! swee tried to scoop up chilli oil using the holey scoop.. *faints* and kayin cracked us up with her duper exaggerated story-telling..

kayin: when he saw me, he RAN off leh!! HE RAN OK!!

yeah then after that it's back to hall with all my barangbarang.. was in a total state of denial the whole nite cos i hated the idea of mugging for my ethnicity midterm quiz.. haa.. just wasted my time away and basically didn't get anything substantial into my brain.. well probably it was too much effort TRYING to study.. until i couldn't wake up this morning for my organizations lecture.. hahaha.. my conscience only started nagging at me at like 11.30am when i reluctantly flipped my lecture notes and readings while still nuahing on the bed.. almost dozed off again- luckily my dear roomie came back to the room in time to wake me up..

talking about the quiz.. it was a total mess.. i know i didn't study THAT much but still.. i think it was the toughest quiz for all my 3 sems (and i don't study much for all of them. ha.).. a 2 hour paper can u imagine?!? almost vomit blood over the 30 mcqs.. i assume i think too much into the choices, cos yinglan thinks it's alrite and guess-able.. SIGH. 2 essays also difficult.. but can do lah.. keeping my fingers crossed about that..

but this quiz today has one good coming out of it.. i've decided that my nuah mentality has got to come to a stop.. it's only say, a month to the exams.. and i got so much to catch up!! gota wake up my idea and BUCK UP liao.. promised dear i'll have truckloads of As.. haha.. so SAT gota start SAT-ing! ACE ah! :)